Anne

Selena Gomez & The Scene - Love You Like A Love Song (Lyrics)

2011-09-06T00:08:00.000-07:00

You and I - Lady GaGa (lyrics)

2011-09-06T00:07:00.000-07:00

2011-07-08T03:48:00.000-07:00

how hard is it gg get?? i dun know i am reali getting sick.. agrh.. this whole week i have work tmr also expect sunday i free wah my dark circle come in alr .. if u see my photo or c me cfm u see dark circle around my eye.. today wanted to take sick leave but couldnt cause i thgt not enuff ppl at work and also cause my dad and mum want me go i was lky ok fine i go.. ya i went to work time reali pass so fast but ya it was fun at work wi her had taken pic with her haha is my phone display now so tha ti can her .. this weekend not gg see her gg miss her lots.. but yer 2 days dan gg see her agn but not sure still.. i cant belive yesterday i send that risky msg i so bad i shldnt have but i got too cause of that i been having my weekend or my off days reali bad and keep crying at nite.. i hope now it is settle but i hope i wont lose anyone of them anymore ..

2011-07-05T01:56:00.000-07:00

its been strange weeks that i have pass thru .. is getting harder and harder .. i dun even know who are my reals frens are still .. this is confusing and getting me worry alot.. hais nvm .. my b'dae is coming in a week time and i dun know what gg happen.. can reali someone tel me what gg on? even it have to be u explaining to me i will understand dun worry .. pls at least tel me everything what gg on..

2011-07-01T23:56:00.001-07:00

i reali wish you knew how much i loved u ..

2011-06-23T03:12:00.000-07:00

so freaking tried now a days must be i nvr excersie for too long .. hais been sick keep coughing lky hell .. today went to work something happen to me i slip and fall agn hais why i keep falling down now a days so embrassing cfm one day i will sprain my ankle or something bad will happen if i dun carful anymore .. hais i reali hate this.. can i reali get a cure ?? lord u know what i am talking about .. but i hope i get cure before any one esle find out.. hais.. pls............. tmr got first aid class and i reali freaking out cause tmr is CPR test and i gg fail cfm .. i forgot the step alr .. hope everything will be ok tmr and hope tmr i will be able to meet my frens agn ..lazy to type sorry

2011-06-20T18:44:00.000-07:00

what a morning today, i got called from that boy and he ask me why am i not at the meeting place today i was lky i cant even meet anyone at all u expect me come now wth .. but o well i didnt go at all i rejected all his called he wan breakup dan break up cause i got no feeling for him at all i still love someone and i will continue love that someone even it take life time to get that someone ..what a day today i finsh moping the floor dan i was gg to throw water out in the basin on the way there is a stair case so i was going the stairs dan suddenli i didnt know it was slippery cause i did not mop the stair at all but i dun know how but i slip and fall and nearli hit my head lucky it was elbow who support me if not surely hit my head and i wont be here typing all this .. wah such a bad luck dan agn in the toilet i wanted to bathe so i on the water and i went to get my cloth i come back want to start bathe i fall wah dis time i reali hit my elbow reali hard is lky swollen up now .putting ice pad on it now waiting the swollen to go down .. hope i will recover by tmr if not my dad wan to take me go c doctor for it .. cause i cant move my elbow that much is hard to straingthen it .. ah .. well i hope later it will be ok still another 12 hours more before i go to slp and a new day arrive ..

2011-06-20T02:00:00.000-07:00

reali what wrong wi me?? why do i always break someone heart man!!! i today totali screw up end i cry in my work place toilet lucky no body knew i was crying han i reali started to lky him n i wanted to let go of someone but in the end he ask me for a break i was lky dun know what to repali him at all.. i tld i lky someone still but he didnt care he still wanna go on wi me but today totali he just broke my heart and i broke his too.. ahh!!! i hate it .. well i cant belive in love anymore cause i dn know who to trust anymore i can onli trust my frens but sometimes they give way too .. well i dun know who i can rely on the most but i admit i still have feelings for that someone not him but that someone even my fren ask me whether i still lky that person i do but i reali dun know what gg on but i dun know the truth at all.. everything that someone just do things to me i lky it is not annoying but i reali dun know .. i find it strange though but i will say my heart still belong to that person.. i getting all mixed up now i reali dun know.. i hope that someone will get well soon is a triage to hear someone is getting sick more and my another fren too .. ah well all i can know is depend on god and pray for them hope willing hope god ans my prayer that they wil recover and also ans my heart too.. wont be gg work till thurs though i will miss that someone but i got to do hw till friday hate hw !!

2011-06-18T03:51:00.000-07:00

here is today post .. is reali strange that i sya it to my fren that i dun love that person anymore.. o gosh what have i done but i reali do love that person still my heart is turning into stone reali a stone .. seriously everytime i thk of that person i wanna cry .. its been 3 days alr i dun know why but i cry sliently everytime .. hais .. i reali dun know what wrong wi me still!!! i hoep i recover soon .. i dun wan to burden anyone .. is time i move on be it i see that person or i talk to that person i dun care alr that person wan to treat me lky enimes go ahead i dun care alr cause i have enuff frens that i reali trust in and i did trust that person too but that person just broke everything of me i thgt i could love that person but that person prove me wrong other person propse to me instead wah i reali dun know i still wan that person still !!! Agrh i still confuse !!! now i can onli rely on god for help and do his will by time he come i hope he guide thru his will.. tmr got work so cya guys :) c u all tmr ..

2011-06-17T02:56:00.000-07:00

is been long time nvr post .. been sicked these few days i had fever on wednesday but i still went work from 10 am to 4pm .. lucky i took a rest in between cfm i would faint lucky the manager allow me to rest if not i tell u another case alr.. dan i came home bathe wah i tell u i had massive headache till i wanna faint lucky my sis was at home she called my mum and mum took leave and rush home to c me .. i had 39.8 degree fever o my i cant belive it must be i thk too much alr ya i rested from 6pm to 7am slept long but it was weird i woke up to her msg wah strange but i went back to sleep since i was still having fever but it got worst at 6am i couldnt even move my body i was aching every where and shivering i told my sis call mum and she called her and my mum gave me some meds and advise not to go work but i still insist of gg since i dont wan stay home do nothing .. but weird i felt well when i went to work weird though haha .. well i getting better no fever at all now jsut sore throat was hoping to tel someone something on thurs but she was on sick leave so couldnt tell at all hope she well and hope my fren jess is well too.. why is everyone getting sick?? this week i tell u i been called in for work 6 time alr n tmr also am gg for work too .. i thgt i will have good weekend tmr and do some shopping but got called today wah well ya got to go work tmr .. ya today had not a good day at all went to glenroy library wah dam big sia i borrow almost 30 books home mad alr .. haha but i got lost when i was gg home but took train dan change train to go epping stat dan off to epping plaza wanted to buy something in the end end up buying nothing and came home well i saw an rainbow today so happy haha so nice after so long ..so i make wish for something hehe cant tel u u wanna know ask me maybe i can trust u dan i will tell u haha.. one more week to do my hw but is hard got so much to do but so little time .. hopefully get my dream job as nurse soon but i dun wanna leave hj at all i will miss everyone especially my frens that i made .. o well if destiny approve dan i will stay if it doesnt dan i have to say i have to quit and go for hospital jobs .. sad .. ya hope u all had a great day tmr enjoy ur weekends till dan c ya tag me :)

2011-06-13T20:09:00.001-07:00

i so bored at home doing nothing just watching movie "i'm sorry i love you " is so dam touching i tell you i can even scarfie my slp for just that haha .. enjoy watching it .. wish my life was as good as that .. o well at home doing nothing the com staring at me and i staring at the com .. funny sia.. i hope i will have good day today..

" i am still thking of you hope u r not mad at me anymore "

2011-06-13T06:49:00.000-07:00

seriously i cant slp at all.. i stressing too much agrh .. i feel lky venting my anger on something but id un know what ...agrh !!! today i mess up everything i mess up even talkign to someone agrh WHAT WRONG WITH ME!!! i hate it i hate it why cant i just smiply ans her back when she ask such a smpile question that i lky her that why i am scared of her and also cause her scarey part is when she get angry agrh!! such a simple thing i cant even ans her how stupid of me !! now what !! i reali dun know i can onli talk to god now no one esle is here to listen to me !!! i wish i can just ring her up and tell her but my parents are at home agrh !! how stupid of me !!!

2011-06-13T06:18:00.001-07:00

heartbreak no txt no replied from you .. this is not what i wanted i wanted you to replied me at least once .. but well i guess you walk out of me .. i hate it when u do that .. but well lucky we havent reali gone out yet if not i will be crying hard by now .. i wanted to tell you the reason why am scared of you but well i guess you wouldt wan to hear it though since i recevie no txt from you at all.. guess this is the end of you and me .. dun ever ask me agn cause is you who walk away not me !!!,, i feel so uselss rite now i reali wish u wouldnt be so grumpy till you walk out on me.. u didnt even say bye to me when u lft u just lft .. wish i could just tell you dun leave wait i will tell you but u didnt listen u just left me hanging thre,.. well hope to c u on thurs ,,

2011-06-13T05:00:00.001-07:00

Scared to tell you
Because I don't know how you'll react
Scared to ask
Because I don't know what you'll say
Scared to walk away
Because I don't know if you'll follow
Scared to live with you by my side
In fear I wont know how to live without you..." ♥ :)

broken

2011-06-12T04:55:00.000-07:00

totali i reali dun know what gg on between you and me but i guess i talk to much to you ..

o well i will be seeing you tomorrow .. but seriously i dun get it which part is wrong with me?? hais tmr is gg be glooming day for me since i gg see someone and gg work with that someone tmr .. i hope u r not angry or anything.. i just wish everything can be fine not lky this .. i dun know u been ignoring ever since this morning but this is what u wan then fine!!,, ya i do love you but this is what i get from you i thght you say you wont reject if it was you? but what is this by ur action u are telling me u r not bother at all u dun care at all.. o well forget it that i say the whole thing to you !!! leave me alone from tmr onwards you talk to me i gg ignore you totali.. i glad i didnt cry in front of you or tell u in front you i love you .. i feel safe .. i just hope tmr everything goes fine and i really thank god that i make such a good friends in work i reali am glad to meet them but not someone i hope i didn;t meet at all well is fate think everything is turning back at me . .. o well guess i have to let go.. let god guide me thru his will ..

Loved!!

2011-06-04T02:47:00.001-07:00

exam over two more to go

2011-03-15T18:12:00.000-07:00

this is what i got L PLATE finally(above)

this shocked my dad (below)

finally i manage to pass my learner permit so here it is on the road with learner permit .. it shocked my dad i got 94% for the test he cant believe it.. haha PRASIE THE LORD!! i PASSED !! fianally something i passed i fail my vetassess test and now i have another chance STAT test got to do that when april is here cause is the opening of the test again .. hope i passed this time round cause this is my only hope i can get into university so hope so .. wish me luck .. and then after 1 year is P1 hazard precaution test and also enrolled nursing course in hospital too .. sian test are making me sicked !!! .. well just hope will get a job n university at least dan i can say i can come back to singapore for a visit and nepal too. so missing singapore alot now and nepal too.. miss my dog especially in nepal .. hope bharat dada will send the picture or video soon i really miss the dog ..life in australia is so hard my dad still havent get a job yet hope my dad wil get a better job dan we no need to worry about money at all .. sian hope my lord will guide us n let us settle down here .. that my wish only

MAKING A DIFFERENCE Music Video

2011-03-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

DONE

2011-03-08T20:28:00.001-08:00

finally my blog is all done will edit here and there soon again some how i am gg for a long break before i update again .. leave ur tag thx for visiting

2011-03-07T21:49:00.003-08:00

in a progress of making my blog not dead so updating soon reali soon give 3 more days or u can tag me

2010-12-16T03:13:00.001-08:00

i will update soon

2010-06-25T01:44:00.001-07:00

Something so hard
goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.

I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;
but I'm dying inside.
The world seems to be fading,
and I just want to run and hide.

Everywhere I go I see your face,
and realize how much I miss you;
and on the day you died
a piece of me died too.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.

Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.

And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.

For the balance of my days.

PLEASE COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2010-06-24T21:34:00.000-07:00

well everything was right about that fortune teller he say if she n i ever break up it will bonuce back to one of us the one who choose to leave me .. haya the fortune teller say is a curse a curse that can never be broken even in our next life .. i dun know that this will happen well now she have broken up with her bf i knew this would happen i got warn her many times did she listen !!! well well she will never understand why i stay behind to support her n come back loving me but did she she just reject me i know it take time to be in love again but she got to try she know me for 3 years lei ..

2010-06-24T15:15:00.001-07:00

THANK U LORD 3OQ E8ERYTH4NG

now u get it? why i give u

2010-06-20T01:57:00.000-07:00

Meaning of roses (random)

Sincere love&respect, courage and passion.
1 Rose - Love at the first sight; you are the one
2 Roses - Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
3 Roses - I love you
6 Roses - I wanna to be yours
7 Roses - I'm infatuated with you
9 Roses - An eternal love, together as long as we live
10 Roses - You are perfect
11 Roses - You are my treasured one; the one i love most in my life
12 Roses - Be my steady
13 Roses - Secret Admirer
15 Roses - I am truly sorry, please forgive me
20 Roses - Believe me, i am sincere towards you
21 Roses - I am devoted to you
24 Roses - Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
33 Roses - Saying 'i love you' with great affection
36 Roses - I will remember our romantic moments
40 Roses - My love for you is genuine
50 Roses - Regretless love, this is
99 Roses- I will love you for as long as i live
100 Roses - Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
108 Roses - Please marry me!
365 Roses - Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
999 Roses - Everlasting and Eternal love

2010-05-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

changing

2010-04-11T01:04:00.000-07:00

life changing ... i working harder for O levels manage finish IELTS test ... result coming up and i am like so scared... ahh tmr school starting i mean attactment yup.. hope this attactment i manage to get a for overall ... don't any distraction anymore lord be my guide ... thank you for letting me enjoy this hoilday without fail.. i manage to settle something for all.. vivian , you and i are over doesn't mean our friendship end here it still does continuing is up to you ... so leaving you behind and moving on with my life ... let lord take care of you and greatly i would like to THANK YOU for being my friend and two years for begin slience and you ended it just like that just two MSG from you but well since you want it this way i let you have it this way.. rmb do on to others what you want others to do to you.. i don't know but i thking i am reaping what i sow .. so that it end of here ,.. is up to you..... my heart door is always open for you ... life is in your hand lord..

ha ha guess what i created a badge

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2010-03-08T02:36:00.000-08:00

will i ever going to see you again? will i ever going to talk you as before like you know friendship we shared last time? wish i had one more chance before ii go cause i want to know that we will be friends forever which i can trust in you cause i dun have friends who are like you so quiet and just listen one i want you to know i will be waiting i won't go till you come on that day even i have to miss my flight i will wait till you come i want to take picture with you , i want to hug you i want to be there for you every part of your life which i dun thk i will have again the last time which i saw you and talk to you was on 24 dec which i gave a christmas gift i hope i can meet you evry day hang out with you again .. that day was the last time i saw you and forgot to take picture with you WISH YOU COME BACK!!

2010-02-15T05:58:00.000-08:00

Y ou Left My Broken Heart...Alone Out There To Bleed.....
Buh Still These Broken Parts Hoe That You'll COme Back...!

if some one left you it's not a big deal !!!
just remember :
not to say that you were not capable for her,
but she was not capable for you !!!
and move on!!

As
time goes by, the tears may roll less often, but each 1 still feels the
same, love, loss & hurt, but more importantly remind me of the fun
times we shared x

In my lifeI learned
how to love,How to smile,How to be happy,How to
work,How to be honest,How to be faithful,How to
forgive,But I couldn't learnHow to forget you

2010-02-15T05:57:00.001-08:00

♥ Even if Iam far away from you.. and you can't see me..you can't touch me..youcan only miss me..Don't feel upset or become sad..because I am alwaysthere with you in your heart..with-in you..inside you..just close youreyes and imagine me by your side..and I will always be there besideyou..for you..you are never a...lon..

2010-02-15T05:56:00.002-08:00

When love is lost, do not
bow your head in sadness;
instead keep your head up high
and gaze into heaven for that is
where your broken heart has been
sent to heal...

2010-02-15T05:56:00.001-08:00

I can't talk to you
anymore,
it's not that I am mad
at you,
it's just that when I
talk to you
I realize how much I
love you
and when I realize how
much I love you,
I realize I
can't have you and
that makes me
love you even more...

2010-01-22T04:57:00.000-08:00

I rmb this pic very well my last public duty in secondary seriously i miss st john today went back but it will be my last coming back until my last exam fins but by then they will have hoilday.. sought off today i am bit siao cause talk about someone so much until i cried dun know why .. missing her alot but seriously miss st john more dan ever and i really want to go officer course but then i am quite busy now tooo much stuff to do like as usually final year in nursing really need improve my GPA to 3.5 hope god will help me through hope i will understand each lesson through cause i making scarfices not to go for st john next week onwards cause i want to concerate on my studies until exam over.. i know need time to relax too but then no time saturday only free all other days too busy ,., hope so it will end smoothly .. hope will get a good grade make my lord proud .. till exam see u all all the best for everything st john jiayou .. !!!

sad

2010-01-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

studying while blogging..

well i have to let my heart out now reali serously hope my best friend vivian was reading this ...

i really dun understand what going on with her but sought off i figuring out i dun know i want start a new fresh friendship with her again but i know she dun like karine at all and is sought off u know there is a triangle but i trust vivian still i want her to treat me as her friend again before i leave singapore i know i done her wrong and end my friendship with a reali bad way but i didn;t wanted to end it is she who started ignoring me i didn;t but i know only ONE MAIN RESON was i didn't take care of her very well and also her feeling but now ever since last year i been trying my best to make it up to her and hope she will forgive me till now i dun know but i know she haven't and i know she been granting my wish for me to give her presents wen certain occasion come i greatl apperciate that but what going to happen wen i go austraila? what if i die? what wil happen will i be a wandering ghost and come and find her ? this question keep running in my head i just want to HAVE A PIEACE OF MIND!! but she can't hear me she nvr do she really doesn't really want this friendship anymore but i not giving up i know i have hurt her in a way that she want to break off this friendship but i just hope that we won't cause i really DUN wan !! i hope she understand and give me a chance i hope i can see her during my birthday july 14 and feb before samia go away i want to have that circle of friend again samia ,her and me that circle is still inside my heart i want to have it again .. i hope god will really help me and i trust in HIM .. i hope she will understand too hope she know that i changing that i dun wan that person hope she wil help me change ... to vivian with friendship love from anne ,,, SORRY !! :'(

will i able to see you again as my friend who i can look out too?

2009-12-15T20:50:00.000-08:00

..oooooooooooooooooo...........

love mmm

One more day

2009-10-10T19:07:00.000-07:00

yes tmr beinging of my attachtment and is in new ward they say is high class ward first time le i so scared hope i won't get complain in here is really scarey .. i hope everything go fine for all the attactment no more trouble made by me last attachtment term i got into trouble now i dun wan to cause it again no more .. cause is my last chance

yu[p gtg :) smile:) c ya ... really hoping to meet someone really soon hope my best frens hav help me ..

2009-10-06T05:00:00.000-07:00

finally posting .. but i ending off now sorry ya here is this song that touch my heart alot .. thank you lord

Savior - new life

2009-08-13T18:17:00.000-07:00

hate to be lie behind everytime in ckass,
i dun know y my class mates are liek that one critcites e the another one support and bully me i dun know is really a headache i hack care them now and my group is falling apart we have't even finsh with the project we need to fins only left with video editing and i dun know y group are also trying to avoid i really dun know what their prob yesterday i was not let inside lift cause they very n ot fair they treat as if is there property the lift but han i faght it back i just say not their property .. ya .. today cana scolded by them again for not bringing the money hello i got money prob my dad only earn 3000 dollar and only bring back home 1000 dollar and still need to give my grand parents who are at nepal and uk and only left 700 dollar per month everytime and my allowence only left with 4 dollar per day or sometime i have to come school without money and my sis only get 2 dollar or 3 dollar per day or maybe no money at all too but i dun know after i stop work there been money prob but no choice manager dun allow me to work alr cause i been busy with tution too and i thk i going to get into depression soon i alr having the sign and systoms of depression.. can't sleep at night everytime and somemore my appettie are getting lesser and lesser each day but i try to eat wen someone is around but at school usually i dun eat at all sometime only.. ya so much prob but i not a singaporean/pr who can get work easily they are lucky to get but they dun even apperciated but if i were them i will go one but i can't now is just foreigner are not allow to work in some fast food resturtant even they allow the working time are not acpectable and some are even full time or the age requirment and the experience must be higher i dun know is like in singapore i feel that they should allow us to work at least they treat us as real foreginers even our dad have been working here for so many years i dun know y they trear us like that but i just hope one day they would aperciate us as like singaporen or pr cause our forefathers and fathers have worked here and even they were blame for many wrong things which they didn't do somehow but they still work here .. i dun know wen this country is going aperciate us and dun take us for granted ,..i still love singapore this is where i belong but i can't stay here very long cause once my dad contract fins we have to go also once i fins school and my dad fins the contract i have to go too no choice that y nepalese married ealry age so that we can coe back here again or maybe we mirgate to another country cause nepal is poor and i want to help nepal but can't cause wenever i go back girls have to be on saftey and even we give eduction to them they flung it away.. i dun know how nepal is going to grow.. but i hope one day nepal will be indepentant and dependable yup.. now i have my own prob and so many things coming up and there is due date for everthing for i need to pay .. and i cna't always pay full sia .. i dun know pretty how god will find a way for me .. for god is great and he have done good things for me.. i am forever gratefull tohim.. yup.. i hope that i will get over the money prob and friends communitcation in class soon.. yup i prayed to u lord for everlasting grace

2009-07-29T17:59:00.000-07:00

2009-07-25T03:53:00.000-07:00

i trying to be myself .. but someone keep pressing the wound but i wanted to forgive her .. but who knows someone lie to me that someone wen out without telling me the truth that someone i really going to kil it didn;t even care to msg me back .. i dun know why but i trying cool off my temper and i just waiting for it to ans the phone .. if it doens't ans i not going to forgive it again... HATE HATE YOU YOU

SUPER ANGRY NEALRY WEN INTO DEPRESSION!!!

2009-07-13T06:30:00.000-07:00

Special day..just as i wished have come true and i am happy but broken wel i noe nothing can change her anymore .. well i dun wan to waste my breathe on her any more.. she can run away all she could well this will be an happy ending for me and tmr is my birthday and i hope everything will go fine ... ya my cousin promise to go out eat chocolate fundae i so happy yipee somemore with the guy i like who have the laughing virus .. yipee.. ya HAPPY EARILEST BIRTHDAY TO ME!!:).. well tmr i wil have no celebration but i am blessed with wat i am today ,.. i dun wan to ask god anything .. yup.. well gtg

2009-07-12T03:29:00.000-07:00

Well one week have pass .. now is another week i hope everything will go fine yup..
i just prayed that everything i wish will come true .. i just hoping to meet someone but she couldn't make it so i still waiting for that day to come .. my birthday also coming this year there will be no celebration at all like i have in the last few years this year is special cause i wan to save money for my birthday next year and plus for the money for the house in aus melbourne my father have bought the house alr just buying in installement now so i decided not to spent at all for my birthday dis year so that at least my dad have money to pay for the house monthly.. yup.. trying to find job again but still can't find any but i been working in school instead .. yup i need one more job so that i can help dad too.. hope i can find.. school started and it was rather intersting for me cause learn new skills and it was hard actullay and i scared for the phase that is coming up in next week.. yup hope i will pass and also wish my classmates al the best ... :)

depressed by ur words and action

2009-06-30T04:32:00.000-07:00

finally i manage to dance out .. ya .. anyway i started to love dancing now i just hope to destress and loose weight yup.. i alr too much stress but han god came and rescue me and come out with a plan for me to dance .. yup.. i promise i will not skip any excerise no more for one month .. yup.. anyway i alr break up with her and i not going back to her cause she betray my trust and i will not go on even c beg me too.. yup.. hope wen school reopen i will slim down more dan last time yup..

i pray that everything will go fine ..

2009-05-03T03:37:00.000-07:00

so miss the sec school
but ya got to move on this day i will always rmb and forever .. thx everyone for coming on that day

2009-04-21T07:07:00.000-07:00

this is me ..

sad:(

y no one can understand me? i know god do
ya i praying to him but i hope i will find more faith in him
.. trusting in him forever

2009-04-08T01:51:00.000-07:00

well today went back to school for prac for hospital attactment sia saw her again hate her alot i know she talk in chinese but i could understnd what she saying about me sia .. really hate her alot .. haha actually u half way leave the class after finsing doing one procedure cause i have to rush to kkh cause got emergancy and my 2 frens all went tampines mall to buy phone .. ya ..

really sad my godson have been not feeling well well did i suspect he must been having problem in breathing as the doctor say that he had asthma sia such a young age.. ya really sad for him hope he recover he have to be hospitalised today since his fever dun want to go down and can't stop vomiting after eating or drinking .. yup.. i stay with him until the visiting hour was over cause his parents down there taking care of him and i can't stay yup.. tmr visiting him again hope he will come back home tmr ..

ya.. so well next week my attachtment start and i am not allow to post the hospital name on the blog to prevent some reputation.. ya those who know me should know which hospital i went too haha .. if you are clever enough you should try visiting ever hosptial to find me .. haha .. give u a clue the nearest hospital from my house is in red line mrt yup.. haha happy finding!! :)

scared cause i still not sure of the procedure but i know god will give me the confindent to carry out .. yup.. hope the attachment go well and ya wil be having allowence daily yipee 10 dollar perday yipee.. but need to save that money to pay my school fees yup .. haha..

got to go now .. i happy playing mapling add me if u wan ask me online .. yup.

sUDDENly by ina

2009-03-28T06:07:00.001-07:00

We make our paths,
We're independent.
We dump our boyfriends,
And we do our hair anyway we would like.
We figure out, that we are attractive.

And we look around,
And now we love to live the single life.
And then we tell ourselves we'll never fall in love again.
But then he comes around and suddenly we understand,
That we have never really been in love before.

And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,
And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as he's around,
And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in your eyes
Oh, perfectly right with this guy.

I know its weird,
But we are connected.
And in some strange and crazy way I think,
That we have always been

And now he's here,
And he says he loves me.
And it feels so right,
In fact it feels so good that I can't sleep at night.

But I just told myself I will not fall in love again.
But he just came around and yeah he made me understand,
That I have never really been in love before.

And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,
And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as he's around,
And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in my eyes
Oh, Perfectly right when he's here

And yes,
I know you might get impatient.
But look around he might be walking right in front of you.

And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning,
Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning,
He's the one,
He's the one.

And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,
And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as your baby's around,
And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in your ears.
Perfectly right when he's there,
Perfectly right when he's there,
Perfectly right with this guy there.

deciated to someone

2009-03-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

is so nice i made it myself finally haha..

2009-03-26T06:45:00.000-07:00

i just changed my blog skin .. i know kinda boring at my blog .. if u really dun like to be here just get out. .ya .. i dun want viiewer who dun like me to be here.. ya ..

now i still waiting for him to come i dun know how long how far he can go.. i alr let him go to another world not my world ... i let him decide i alr waited for him for at least 3 years alr.. but ya i know some people just dun get it that i waiting for him cause i just dun show i just move on with life cause if i wait go into depress it will just make me die so i dun want to show it.. ya i just will wait for him but i will not show it .. i will let him feel it.. i know i still have feelings for him even i look like i dun have .. i just treat him as bro now but i can't tel him cause he will not accpect it at all. so ya i just wait for him ..

ya just wait.. now life been normal ya this week had chinese class tmr last lesson.. really so fun learing chinese.. ya .. next term i learning malay yipee but paying my own money ya. .everything now i pay myself not my parents anymore.. ya is so difficult for them to pay for everything so ya i can;t depend on them anymore if i keep on depending on my parents one day my family will go bankcrupt ya like they say addict to money will cause life.. ya and i want learn how to be indepentant if i keep on depending on them for money ya .. my father contract in singapore end next year aug and they will be going to aus leaving me here to complete my studies ya i want to complete dipolma at least i hope can go into poly.. just hoping if i can dan wen i go aus i won't waste time i can do advanced dipolma and degree yup.. haha .. i thank my lord for evrything he have set for me but i hope the future plan will be plan according to him..

yup.. gtg now.. next week time to work everyday .. yup and dan hoilday over dan hospital attactment yipee.. i going to experience first hand.. haha..ya gtg now.. tag me if u can

without you i just cna't live

2009-03-18T04:53:00.000-07:00

went to try this test .. some personality test haha cannot be serious

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

life goes on

2009-02-21T04:42:00.001-08:00

Random me .. " so cute" like real i just posing

Happy birthday to vernissa .. haha is belated actually ."the last time being together"

HAHA i love being with my yearmates they really let me realise my weakness and my strong point and they also help me with my weakness really miss them lots thank you guys ... and ya happy belated to you whoever birthday was on jan and feb can't rmb who but i rmb someone birthday fall on this monthyup..

ya bio test 2 tmr and i really going really stress soon yesterday got briefing about my cca ya finally can take part to go and help elderly .. going to learn new skills so far is stress for me for bio .. really cannot undersands but ya trying to cope with it .. ya .. shoot i haven't collected my N level cert from my sec and the deadline is coming soon.. busy as per normal this week full pack of revision and extra class sia.. hope this week the fri i can go back i need to really collect.. ya hope so.. manging my time is really difficult for me but i will try to manage it properly .. yup..

really working hard hard but is just too difficult to understand the topic but ya even ask teacher still can't understand but ya will manage it .. just that it can't be in simply understnding for bio .. yup.. time to look up in dicitonary,, ya..

sia my handphone spoil the buttons dun know yesterday went to check the company say is the intial bug spoil cause of water substance went in and spoil it.. ya sia my parents not going to pay for it i going pay myself but ya going to save and the earning too.. ya.. my parents leaving next year aug and i going to stay here until i fins my course but i need a sponsor to let me stay here but dun know who i can look for and trust but i hope someway there will be a way .. yup.. going to stay alone in singapore from next year aug if i get disitician for the course my parents say i can continue complete my diplmona over here ya i going to work hard and pass and go into poly at least that my aim yes god will be there to guide me through even there is finace prob now but he is going to provide yp i trust in him no one can break my trust in him .. he is the only god who i trust .,., yup.. i gtg this is my last post for the term until i fins my exam then i will post again.

why?

2009-02-14T00:07:00.000-08:00

Won't he just tel me ?
won't he just want me to say?
but i don't know why
i just don't know why

won't he just love me even he know the truth ?
(which i call it a true love if he accpect)
i know he just avoiding me now cause he know the truth
but can't he just acpect it

.. WHY must i WAIT ? i am seriously in LOVE YOU !

2008-11-09T03:14:00.000-08:00

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